My ears ring with the insults
Slashing happy thoughts
Destroying images I've created.
I try to keep them turned down.
I think the knob broke today.
Max volume!
Funny I thought I could be valued
That I can hold ...
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Up to the sky
To crash in the mud
Splatter the depression
Kick up the anxiety
Why not?
Clean up.
Up again
Just to end up
In the mud.
I can't stay up there.
Why do I keep trying?
Dig a hole
Call it home
I never reall...
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Lock away the pain
Hide the hurt
Stash the tears
Just
Smile
It'll go away
It will
All
Go
Away.
Smile.
So they won't see.
Smile
Don't let them know
Smile.
Just
Fucking
Smile.
...
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When it hits
It hits
Not even giving you a chance
Falling down down
Down
How to resurface?
To emerge from the
Never ending
Hole?
A cut back to reality?
A drink?
A smoke?
Cant do that..
How do I climb out?
How do I ...
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Go ahead, shove your painful memories
to the back of the fridge,
the ones that you've put into an
elegantly laced tupperwhere to hide its
horrifying disfigurement and sprayed
with lighthearted comedy
to avoid pity from improm...
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Lego by Lego,
Brick by Brick.
Human beings,
We are like Lego’s.
As we grow,
Assembled are we.
Life, emotions, thoughts, and identity,
How does all this go together?
We can be in pieces,
But
Does this mean we are...
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"I'd been out of work, for about two months...so imagine my delight,
when I got myself an immediate start..on a local building site.
I was just seventeen....hadn't done construction work before,
labouring for the tradesmen..."I can...
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Your face has stained my mind
Not you smiling
Not you laughing
But You looking at me
...With disgust
My words didn't matter
My actions didn't either
I gave my all
You didn't even notice
Even though you're gone
You sti...
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I banged and banged
Rattling the whole house
Trying to save her
The door shook
It rattled
It wouldn't give
I begged
I pleaded
I threatened
"Open the door""
"Please, not again!"
"Please"
Drowning in my tears as I sc...
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It’s half past four
And I’m still awake
I’ve been like this
For the past few days
Been lying in bed
Since nine o’clock
And I still can’t get
Any sleep. Oh no
It’s five in the morni...
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To frolic with the wind
to call her mistress
A divinity must be involved
so as to become one together
If there is love
The summer breeze and winter chills
If hate the tempest
The hurricanes, tornadoes
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Our world has changed
Like never before
And our lives have changed to
And so many families suffering
Every day and this virus is here to stay
And we where all caught and unaware and it's sadness
In the air and Isolated from fami...
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I don't require your/ Full name/ Username/ Email address/ Password/ Even a permanent address/ where you reside/ You have automatically signed in to my life/ I cannot prevent your automated sign up/ I left for you a trillions of emotio...
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The hot sting it brought to my face
As if it was shredding it
Cutting down my face
Landing on my mistreated thighs
They came hard and fast
The heavy stream, I couldn't stop.
My body's trembling, aching.
My chest grew tigh...
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i have no words
just emptiness upon my mind
thoughts with their meaning
melt to nothing
i sit, pen in hand staring
at blank pages
the minute, the hour, the day
on a continuous loop
lost without my words
i thought they were
...
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promises whispered in the rain
of daydreams and sin
stay with me in this fantasy
let's run somewhere between here and there
if you could - would you?
if only my words
Could touch your body
every word revealing just
a little ...
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She was fair to look upon her smile was as sweet as cherry.
Laying her down if only I could be a burden I did carry.
In her innocent I knew that it would be soon and not tarry
I pave the town I search the neighborhood but not...
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Why did your guardian had to make demands on my heart?
The heart speaks only of love its language international.
I knew myself and saw me as a man with wondrous gift.
My love a burning fire a hundred streams could not quench.
...
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Have you seen her today the night was busy I travel far?
I was taken back to the time when our love was young.
And even though she left me standing I was not done.
I walk away to protect her from parents too greedy to see.
He...
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I only wish the story ended at teatime
We'd had so much fun that day
But there was something I saw
I told my family
But they didn't believe me anyway
Out from the kitchen window,
Over by the brook
I saw a figure dressed all I...
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