Wen they do so much to get you, that wen they have they don't bother anymore.
They don't try anymore.
Suddenly u dont feel special anymore.
Suddenly you wonder are you better than this. you deserve more but dont want it, in fear ...
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My head
Keeps screaming
My own name
Over
And over
Again.
Loud
Painful
Hateful
My head sounds a lot like my father.
...
My head sounds a lot like a past
I thought I have escaped
I thought it was okay
I thought I could...
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Do not waste your life away
Hanging around the wrong crowd
For they have nowhere to go
They are obnoxious and loud
The more that you ally yourself with them
Nothing but trouble and turmoil will appear
You will often find yo...
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When alone on a dark night
Look back
When its eary
Look back
When you know they are there
Look back
When you dont want to
Look back
When you feel their grasp
Look back
When they are on top of you
Look ...
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A flip of a coin
It drops and you are
Staring at me with judging eyes
With a gaze cold enough to
Freeze my soul solid
I can't speak
Time seems to have stopped
What do I do?
In this situation where
Words have failed
Thereâ...
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Breathing is hard
I dont want to live
I dont want to die
I dont want to go to the hospital
I dont want this life
I dont want this pain
I want it to be over
I want it to shut up
I want to sleep
No, i dont want to sleep. I wa...
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"I still remember,
A troop of remarks used by you,
To get rid of me..,
And the scary moment of this soul
That stole my breath from my lungs,
also the sound of that fallow heart which had bursted by you.
I know you are seeking me...
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It was fierce and fast
But clearly never built to last
It looked like a good idea
But so soon became the very thing I fear
You were nothing and everything
My mind was blown
And you knew it all too well
The best double bluff I e...
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You bring life to me
Paper won’t keep or make leave
Shelter from the fear
Heat beneath winter
Troubled dreams leave me alone
Life behind blue eyes
Need & want compete
Life is love, full of one’s if
Picture me...
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The Doctor had strapped my feet in place.
I was scared of what I'd chosen to face.
She touched the end of my right second toe.
"Are you ready? There's no going back you know?"
"Okay," I said, "Go."
I felt the cold metal against...
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Heading down a corruptive path
Will put you in a lot of trouble
Your life will sadly become a dead end
If you do not move on the double
Darkness will rear its ugly head
And the walls will come closing in
Quit hanging aroun...
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"Is there really a need for...Thus, Thee, and Thou?
I don't see the sense in ...when? where? or how?
Who cares if you're...born, live, or die?
Who hears when you...breathe, laugh, or cry?
What's the reason for...then, here, and no...
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We rush to grow but the days go slow
It feels like really long ago
When we were outside playing tag
We go home to hear mother nag
This is how she becomes our foe
We play pretend and make a show
We become people we don't kno...
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Do you think me vain
When you see my name?
The name which I have chosen in part
A name which stays close to my heart.
Saint Thomas Aquinas, patron of students,
He is who I venerate.
Yet I have not the patience of Saints
Nor k...
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Time is ticking,
Oh, I wonder if it could stand still.
If it stood still,
It would be frozen, icy and chill.
Absolutely no point, as I do not prefer the present.
Going back in time, now that would be something pleasant....
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Back in the quote on quote
Olden days
If you had a mental illness
You were locked up
You were crazy
They tried to electrocute the madness out of you
Sometimes they tried shoving an ice pick
Into your head
Making a hole for the...
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Girl, why do you tolerate his mess?
You did everything for him
He never appreciated you
The look on your face is really grim
You put your heart into everything
But, he often made you feel sad and blue
Now you are withered a...
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In my ponderings
of late
I've been chuckling
at fate
Or perhaps more
truthfully
fate's been chuckling
at me
And I asked myself
one day
If I were to
pass away
Would my absence
thus succeed
where my presence
failed ...
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I want to write another one now
I don't have time to wait
I just don't know what to write
Please forgive me, mate.
When I fancied Meg,
I never knew what to say
So please, my friend,
Can't you wait just another day?
A poet ...
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