Joshua JayShades Legister

story by Joshua JayShades Legister

The moment. When all the world goes silent and for those 2 or 3 seconds. You shut your eyes and hope you will be able to awaken. The loudest music could be playing but you wouldn't hear it in those moments . For those seconds of... Read more

story by Joshua JayShades Legister

You spur me on to be a better person. You dont know because we aint allowed to talk. I find a state of harmony in knowing , you made me a greater individual. Gave me just enough desire to freefall into a dimension, where my brain d... Read more

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VERSE 1 (Cm – Bb – Eb – Ab) I’ve walked a road that never asked me where I meant to go, Carried weight I never counted, more than I would ever show. (Cm – Bb – Ab – G) And though the years have left their marks ... Read more

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You know that my hearts for you . I want you too know that I love you. So put aside the things we do . Just put it on the line, and I can make you mine. I just want to fly away (x 4) Read more

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There's a sunrise every day there's a sunset every day to watch their free there's a birthday every day there's a newborn every day to watch their free I hope there is something more I hope we can be something more How... Read more

lyrics by Joshua JayShades Legister

So many times you walked away you came back that same day so many arguments and fights you came back that same night too many screams and shouts you came back with your hands out too many times a pushed my luck and now you'v... Read more

lyrics by Joshua JayShades Legister

For the wanting of your touch. For the warmth of your embrace. For the kiss on your lips. For the glow of your face. So capture this moment and seal it in your eyes. And remember this feeling when you let me walk on by. I lo... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

One of the greatest mistakes we make is believing that every new person deserves the same treatment as the last. We carry old wounds into new relationships, old disappointments into new opportunities, and old expectations into a futur... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

I have often wondered what drives a person to become the person they are. What shapes their choices? What strengthens their character? What breaks them? What gives them the moral fibre to stand tall when life demands everything from t... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

I didn't crack in Iraq. I didn't break when life tried to bury me. I didn't shatter when you destroyed parts of me that could never truly heal. I carried wounds that will stay with me forever, yet I kept walking. I'm alrea... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

Heavenly Father, We do not always get it right in this life. We hide behind brave smiles, while our hearts carry more than words can hold. There are moments when emotion floods us, when the weight is heavy, yet even then, You rema... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

plots getting thicker head vibrating starting to stutter I shudder at the thought of next man laying in my bed but that's the life you choose,when you choose a sket! Own dwelling, own doing, different dialects can be confusing but n... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

You are my calm in the storm, my peace when the world grows loud. Every hurdle feels lighter because you choose to face it with me. I am little lost for now, but you're reminding me where home is. Whatever tomorrow brings, I'd ... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

I come from a world where its death before dishonour talking to the feds will never be allowed snitches should die and pagans should definitively try fly UK born and bred favourite colour is red Why do these inbred council es... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Do not mistake your calm for someone else's weakness. We are shaped by different battles. A wounded soul is a kettle on the boil. Every betrayal, every reminder, every careless word flicks the switch. Do not expect o... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

What goes around comes around and if you don't pay now you will pay double later . I went for a job to come away from a life that was leading me down a dark path, To realise that I had been plugged in a system like the matrix Where... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

They say love is blind But ain't easy to find It takes a little time It's something hard to find Where my feet may fail A smile could make me sail Into a storm into the gale For this I leave a trail. Follow me follow... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

Why don't they teach us the things we really need to know. Life seems like a turbulent flight of learning about life lessons rather than the schools academic look on life So if we are from poverty and are taught poverty 90% will... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

I touch it . Always wet No difficulty it just slips in My God not shaven or hairy in-between like its just cared for get out of my head Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

A 100 sorrys A 1000 cries A million tears wont dry from your eyes. They wont dry No matter what they wont dry Theres nothing to say no more You think your right when your so wrong . Done with the bullshit done with the lies... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

Shaggy said it wasnt me have and a wine it still wont be am outside your house having a line . Should clean up the coco pops you left . Why eat cold porridge . Goldilocks liked the room temperature Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

There was a pause of disparity An unwelcome feeling of betrayal Words being said that sounded foreign to me Vowels and constanants being uttered that shook the ground beneath me. Uncontrollable rage taking over and snapping my m... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

Righteous invasion of the truth Realistic independence of the tale every which way I turn I seem to fail . A dull twinge a sharp pain Radiating in my lower abdomen A little voice makes a cry of stay they cant hurt you today. T... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

Goodbye world i will stay no longer with you . Leaving them pleasures of sin . Never needed to force truly knew I had some sort level of hot sauce My exs all been strong on the richter scale how would I ever need to push an issue. ... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

Somebody said to me don't jump on the racist band wagon it's all an act to divide us... Well yes divide and conquer is true but let's be analytical of EVERYTHING bear with me because am not gonna go into everything cause I don't have... Read more

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Ambition can be as useful as a boat on dry land. Without heading and direction you dont know where your going. If you know your route and understand the troubles. Whilst going against the grain you will encounter the people and ... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

You cant make the effort no ? It as easy for you to pick up the phone and call me ,as it is for me to call you. Friendships a two way lane not one. I know theres a priority list to most people. Daily struggles of life will alway... Read more

publication by Joshua JayShades Legister

Say one thing and do another now you wanna know. The end times are here so lets do the most. Nobody reminds you that your a mum so why do i have to remind you that your someones partner. Your duties depend on how you feel but mine ... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

You said you were family, Blood tied like roots. But what kind of cousin Seeks only to use? You came with your habits, Your tricks and your lines, Left her waiting, alone, In your twisted designs. When friends filled the r... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Dodgy, cunning, plans laid deep, Playing fool to catch what I keep. A broken soul can wound the whole, But I see through the lies you told. Was it your scheme from the start To watch my rise, then pull it apart? Yet I'd rather... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Have you ever noticed that beautiful woman ? who has remained single for years. In this day and age of technology to hand, there are different ways to communicate. Many forms like social media. Begs a question don't it . The quest... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

You and me, let's go somewhere and finish what we started I want to know how deep does your love go Your beauty can fade but your character is strong like steel So whats the deal You never say how you feel Seems to me you want ... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I have never been higher than this Your love is taking me there . Let's cut out the words we love with a stencil . The face you pull when you concentrate is mental . To have and to hold should be our instrumental. What's truly... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I have never been higher than this Your love is taking me there . Let's cut out the words we love with a stencil . The face you pull when you concentrate is mental . To have and to hold should be our instrumental. What's truly... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Do you miss me I often reminisce about your..... Blunt skeptical tendencies. Often led to debates and naked remedies Am coming up off this raised fists, conflict plot twists . Are you ready semi sure if I knock on your door... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Bending like a tree through a hurricane ,the weight of the wind is ghastly. I am aware of my surroundings . Ready for whatever may come . My God is awesome he can move mountains ,hide me in the valley ,keep me out the rain. If y... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

The mind is as they say a labyrinth of mysteries and wonders. A mystery in why people will kill another just because a road separates there neighbourhood. A wonder at how you can love one but fuck another. Overthinking leads to an... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Take it back Throw it up Spit it out Who gives a fuck If this is what you want to do. Stay in your regressive state. While I generate a foundation strong enough to hold the weight of the world. Pull your hair Grab my han... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

We never had long left the sun was rising on our eventful night. How your eyes locked on mine blurring out the other people the whole time. I was yours, you were mine. Thriving off the shenanigans caused by the type of lowlifes we... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Am still here Have I wronged you like humans poison the air. Not caring,over looking your imagined slights. Cussing you out over holes in tights. Laying awake at night ,holding on to memories hoping they come to life. Am still he... Read more