Joshua JayShades Legister

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

The peace I have found. Searching deep within myself. Happy for the loved ,lost, and the ones to have never been. The joy i have found Looking to better myself Blessed for the hope, inspiration and motivation. Like a gust of w... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I have never been higher than this Your love is taking me there . Let's cut out the words we love with a stencil . The face you pull when you concentrate is mental . To have and to hold should be our instrumental. What's truly... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Softly , Touch me . The things you do seperate my heart and mind. Leaving my soul to cry out for you. A voice in my head takes control of my actions. Reciprocating my thoughts and feelings. Your face glowing like the sun reflec... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Feel it under my skin. Wanting to come out . The beast of positivity yearns to come out. To take control of me. The carnal ,savage ways of success and drive. Having the power of a kilamanjaro climb. Let the beast out and soar hi... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Who are you ? This angel of light that I connect with so bright. Who are you ? That I am mindful of who I am talking to Who are you ? That can make me live a thousand lifetimes in your arms. Who are you? This person I have ... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Am currently sat listening to you tell the same problem story over and over. It didn't begin that way . One friend to another we engage in festivities to free our minds from the mundane confines of life . Lowering inhibitors. ... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Blessed assurance, that we can buy . It is widely available to those who try. Air of salvation, purpose from above . Draw on your feelings , be lost in the love. Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Facing reality is the birthplace of revelation. You have the mantle to step into the next thing. One thing, that is sure as the sun rises. Constant change is here to stay . Each day we are stepping forward . Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

We are a new every morning Taste and see the seeds you have sown The hours of effort. The determination. Falling down and getting back up is great. To look at yourself in the mirror and push beyond your own limitation is greater.... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

What is is about you? that you don't want to listen Must I scream with a microphone connected to a million watt speaker? Shake the ground on which you stand, for you to listen. Does it feel like am the annoying repetitive person giv... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I Will Get There The road will break you. The storm will slow you. The night may take everything but your strength. Still keep moving. The car may fail. The darkness may follow. But there is no turning back. The horizo... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Every yes you speak, every step you take, A piece of me goes with you And you may have it all. When I look at where we stand now and where we have been, I know we will make it through. I may not know how, I may not know when, ... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Searching for answers from this riddle of life . Why is there so much pain ? What drives wickedness and corrruption in a world where there is more than enough to share. A voice harkens to my spirit knocking me out of bed. Calling ... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I am hurting inside of my brain Impaired by an uncontrollable distain A mental addiction can be disturbing Others praying i go insane God helps me when an hurting, No matter how awful things appear, Even though i doubt whats ... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I know without a shadow of doubt, That loving another person Can bring deep emotions crying out. Louder than i can fathom, Without a shadow of doubt. If a soldiers actions speak louder than words, Is he more qualified to shout?... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I have never been higher than this Your love is taking me there . Let's cut out the words we love with a stencil . The face you pull when you concentrate is mental . To have and to hold should be our instrumental. What's truly... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Mysteries of broken dreams. Unexplained quotes and semantic schemes. Cometh the man cometh the hour. No experience in dealing with locked away feelings. Someday. Maybe. Ladie you went deep. Many nights i have pondered over y... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Through the storm of breath and bone, The weight of life caught in rhythm, A crescendo of labour, fierce and unyielding, She bore the ancient pain. Then relief, a release, the cutting of the cord, A thread severed yet forever e... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Telling me this telling me that Telling me why telling me how Telling me who tell me again Tell me again , TELL ME AGAIN Cause am not listening ,not listening Too many man that I know got the blocked up flow Speechless cau... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

In the wake of shadows Are we all in the thick of it Caught between silence and sound Where the mind bears the storms unbidden and sorrows are never unburdened A breath, a brake, a moment too late What if its all cause and... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

In a world that often asks us to suffer in silence or face the chaos alone, having close friends by your side is everything. My closest friends are those who listen without judgment, keep me grounded, and push me toward my best self. ... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Say you will Say you won't Your caught in the emotion of how you feel in the moment. Say you love me Say you trust me Your actions tell a story of consistent denial. Say you will try harder Say you gonna change Your mind... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Break me You thought Love me I taught Live, Life, Love, Laugh, 2 sides of me thats split in half This toxic love is potent Am ready too dilute Too much of me and too much of you 4 seasons to change Anytime to embrace ... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Sorry you said It took you 2 weeks to be accountable for your actions. Had me crying to a wall for months, because I am a man and the world has never cared about our feelings. Suck it up mom said, big boys dont cry mom said. A ni... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Just stop calling your voice is a chain around my throat. Just forget me erase me, let me disappear. Just stop putting effort in it’s not saving me, it’s smothering me. Just give up on me your hope is a weight I can’t c... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Only you can open my eyes. Through every failed attempted and all my lies. Its your kindness that brings me back to the truth. That your still saving me. Day and night Night and day let my feelings arise. If we are both thirs... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

At a loss with sense or sensibilities What was once yesterday's truth is now tomorrow's lie. I feel I am from some ancient bloodline of warriors that would die for his family and protect those who I love. With no need for glamori... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Wanting to get to the finish line .You said it you did it So many unexpected losses we could never recuperate the loss factor We move forward in knowing they will be remembered correctly An achievement to make it this far , Fro... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

The sun does not shine every day. Storms gather without warning, and there are nights when the road disappears, when loneliness rides beside you and darkness feels endless. But I will not let it take me. I have driven long r... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I will say yes oh yes To your will to your ways Waited sò long for my comeuppance Prayed for doors to be opened Exhausted by being racially knocked back And still the rain never came . I see everything Having to explai... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Staring into the darkness thinking I can find something there. Minds doing overtime knowing I don't have long left. Necessity is the mother of invention and right now I have a catalyst to change the way I have gone about things .... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

L Y N goin on triple X just cut the foreplay and get to the sex ,whats next no durex fuck that let me hit that bareback flex Spread them legs !! let me in . I want in all the way in, up to ma chin Pass me a napkin Shaking, wobbli... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Black balaclava Spitting hot lava definitely don't like charvers A cut through their armour rude boy pularva No chitty chatterers Cut you down in war I used to be a battler See me in the street am still game Disturbing t... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Tossing and turning in this bed . Thinking where are you my snuggle partner . Where the hell are you my little spoon. I check my phone to see if your online just so I can drop you a 1 line. Borderline madness this feeling of wanti... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

There it goes again that niggle in the back of your head. Why am I Rubbing my eyes I am allergic to something Stop it Why it always me at daft o clock who cant sleep. I can do this turn over left side I will win . Nope that d... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Doubt ,disbelief Confusion, contagious Turn and face Talk ,click ,connect Now we reset the levels Prickley feeling coming through my skin. Hearts racing my weaknesses in my body are setting in. Brave face or no Cant brea... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Who is the extension cord Are you the plug Mains , adapter charger what would you rather My father is a poet, a wordsmith modern day Shakespearean capulet I wonder if we will ever combine to write together like a duet . Eventf... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Meddling with forces beyond comprehension . Voodoo . Say all the things you wanted to say cant take it back or take it away Shut it down like a containment system Come to the hotel and see . Cum in the hole and I will see Nov... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

Sat on a step getting head . The wind blows and cools the trickle of sweat on my head . Still fully erect. Mind thinking overtime why this woman is sucking the life right out of me with this amazing head. The air is crisp and the cl... Read more

poem by Joshua JayShades Legister

I cannot beleieve your gone the heartaches never wrong . Reminiscing time I feel so lost. Derail my fails am waiting to exhale I dont wanna be here no more. Denile into exhile Moses down the river Nile. I dont wanna be here... Read more