melissa blan

poem by melissa blan

As she looks at you, Tears falling from her eyes Rolling down her cheeks. The blood dripping from the knife, That cuts her slowly. You can hear her screaming for help But you ignore it. You choose to watch her in pain, then he... Read more

poem by melissa blan

At first it was only one.. Just so I can remember the feeling.. But then one turned to two.. Two turned to three.. As they keep on bleeding.. I keep on cutting.. Thinking the deeper I got.. The better I'll feel.. Five turns to... Read more

poem by melissa blan

I still remember my first cigarette.. Still remember how the smoke filled my lungs.. I cough not use to the taste.. But I don't remember why I started.. Can't remember if it was because everyone did it.. Or I was just finding ano... Read more

poem by melissa blan

Girls hates you cause you speak the truth.. Guys hates you cause you won't send nudes.. You think your family hates you too.. Cause your the black sheep.. You think you can only find love in the knife that cuts you deep.. Makes y... Read more

poem by melissa blan

I don't know what to do.. I can't stop thinking.. Its breaking my heart more and more with every thought that goes by.. I don't know what to do.. I don't want to feel no more.. The sharp knife look so nice.. It just sits there w... Read more

poem by melissa blan

The system is corrupt.. Its breaking apart.. Things are no longer seen with the eye of justice but with eyes close and pockets full of money.. It no longer matter people say.. If they ain't got a penny to there name there's no hel... Read more

poem by melissa blan

Everything I do means nothing huh.. I'm just a mess.. Doesn't matter no more.. Don't even try to deny it cause its true.. No matter what I do.. I'm all just a disappointment to you.. I can't do anything right.. And not only that every... Read more

poem by melissa blan

I still remember.. Remember everyday that I waited for you to wake up.. All those times I woke up and wish it didn't happen.. All those nights I went to bed crying.. And more night of tears yet to come.. Hoping that it was all a ... Read more

poem by melissa blan

You call me an idiot..  For turning back to someone I love.. I get it.. We have ups and downs.. We go through thick and thin.. We each have our problems.. But know what..  But No matter what its impossible for me to stop ... Read more

poem by melissa blan

You're never truly lost or alone..  Youre just to scared to open your eyes and realize what's around you.. You Don't have to be scared..  You dont have to let your thoughts consume you.. Truth is.. It is gonna be alright..Â... Read more

poem by melissa blan

Truth is.. Ya I love you.. But your an idiot who chases clouds.. When you had a sun that could have light up your sky.. you lose people who love and care for you.. Just for some people you won't even remember their last names In 5 yea... Read more

poem by melissa blan

okaii.. now listen up.. yall think you can get in my head.. well let me tell you something.. it might seem like a dont notice.. but oh boy you go all wrong.. i do notice.. i notice more then some people.. i see things differently.. i ... Read more

poem by melissa blan

okaii.. now listen up.. yall think you can get in my head.. well let me tell you something.. it might seem like a dont notice.. but oh boy you go all wrong.. i do notice.. i notice more then some people.. i see things differently.. i ... Read more

poem by melissa blan

I can't see pass the tears in my eyes.. One more night of this.. Of all this pain..  All these feeling.. All these thoughts going through my head.. I don't know what to do no more.. I'm trying so hard not to give up.. But it... Read more

poem by melissa blan

To those who cover there eyes, And pretend that you don't see. See, all the pain in the world. the world that you live on so freely. Its still there even if unseen. The pain doesn't go by closing your eyes. It doesn't magically ... Read more

poem by melissa blan

Its alright baby.. You're all alone were your thoughts consume you..  Were you can cry alone.. Feel alone.. Be alone.. Were nobody sees you.. The darkness is creeping in.. It knocks at the door..  As you open it pushes y... Read more

poem by melissa blan

I sit on my bed..  Crying like a fool.. Once again I believed the lie you told me.. Ate it up like glass..  As it cuts my throat and fills my mouth with blood.. I still hope.. I still apologize like I'm the one who hurt yo... Read more

poem by melissa blan

Kill Me now.. Slowly or quickly.. I don't care anymore..  Just get rid of this pain and all these feelings.. Just make it all stop.. I can't do it anymore.. I've been up for so long.. Its time to bring me down.. Down to my ... Read more

poem by melissa blan

I want to make a thousands wishes.. All about you.. But how do I make one wish in a thousand ways.. Cause you're all a I need.. I wouldn't trade what we have for the world.. But I know that forever doesn't exist.. I know that stuff h... Read more

poem by melissa blan

I want to make a thousands wishes.. All about you.. But how do I make one wish in a thousand ways.. Cause you're all a I need.. I wouldn't trade what we have for the world.. But I know that forever doesn't exist.. I know that stuff h... Read more

poem by melissa blan

Why do I believe your empty promises.. Your words full of lies.. The smile you hide behind..  People think of you as the happiest person ever.. But they don't see the depression that fulls you.. The pain that you have.. The scars ... Read more

poem by melissa blan

I can hear them coming. They're coming for me. Getting closer and closer. They're almost here. I can hear their foot steps. Where do I go? Do I hide or run? Or should I let them catch me? They're almost here. So close I hear ... Read more

poem by melissa blan

Just open your eyes.  Can't you see the scars, on his wirst. The tears in his eyes. So much pain hidden deep inside. Yet he still puts a smile on he's face. Just to fool the idiots with eyes close. But I can see all the pain.... Read more

poem by melissa blan

The moon is up and so am I. The flowers welt and so do I. As life goes on I slowly disappear. As I am no longer one of them. I am the dead. Awake but asleep I lay. No where to go yet everywhere to explore. My love ones come and... Read more

poem by melissa blan

I know you think its all an act. That I really care about what you say. But I don't and I won't. I never did and I'll never will. So all you haters hating me for who I am. Go fuck yourself for I care. I don't give shit what you ... Read more

poem by melissa blan

Some times I wonder. Is this really 'life'. Or is there more. Hidden away. Is all that we call life, a dream. We feel all these emotions just to wake up. Or are we just at deaths door and are looking back. What is real. How do... Read more

story by melissa blan

This is a story bout a Lil girl.. Who fell for a boy.. He made her happy.. He made her heart beat once more.. She fell so deeply in love with him.. Every time see looked at him her mind would go blank and her heart would beat fas... Read more