im sorry i loved you

poem by: Melissa Blan
Written on May 26, 2016 

I sit on my bed.. 
Crying like a fool..
Once again I believed the lie you told me..
Ate it up like glass.. 
As it cuts my throat and fills my mouth with blood..
I still hope..
I still apologize like I'm the one who hurt you..
I'm sorry..
My mind is trailing off..
My heart is sinking to the bottom of my chest..
I forgot I had a heart till it started beat for you..
I love you..
I truly do..
But do you still feel this..
The love that we had..
Maybe it was only me..
Who loved..
Who cared..
Who cryed..
Who tryed..
I'm sorry..
I love you....

 

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Michael Wise commented on Dec 11, 2018 at 4:10pm
Boy, can I ever relate to this. So vivid in your writing.

 

 

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