My Wrath

I must be slow to anger
I must control myself
My flesh screams otherwise
My flesh wants to rage

What happened to my spirit?
What happened to it's voice?
Breaking into absence
As if it never existed

The more I stay
The more sanity I lose

I'm losing my mind
I'm losing patience
So much turned to so little
Growing less and less each day
A thin line becoming thinner

I don't want to be here
I can't be here
I can't stay

I feel it
Cracking into madness
Falling into endless rage
Slowly losing to darkness

I smile 
I laugh
Losing control 
Trying to keep calm
Before I attack with
No mercy
No rationality

I need to leave
I need to control myself
I don't want to see 
My mind burning into flames of fury
My body wanting to destroy everything in sight
Hurting others
Hurting myself
I don't want to lose myself

 

Tags: Faith, Anger, Dark, Imagery,