Why Anxiety Has Ruined My Life, Forever Part 2
Why Anxiety Has Ruined My Life, Forever
Part 2
This is what I go through every day…
Imagine wanting to watch the light reflect off the blade you just sharpened,
every day.
Imagine wanting to feel the release as you watch your problems drip down your arm,
every day.
Imagine staring at a gun, going back and forth with the demons on your shoulder,
every day.
Imagine wanting to break your hand from punching a wall as hard as you can,
every day.
Imagine wanting to jump in front of traffic because it seems like the best thing to do,
every day.
Imagine wanting to jump off your friends third story balcony,
every day.
Imagine wanting to drive your car into oncoming traffic,
every day.
Imagine wanting to never wake up,
every day.
Imagine hoping to be a victim of some freak accident,
every day.
Imagine wanting someone somewhere just put an end to all your pain,
every day.
Imagine wanting to get in fights just to feel the physical pain,
every day.
Imagine being mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted,
every day…
Most of you imagine it, I live it.
