The one that got away and ruined me
The days come and the days go .
Time passes me by
My life goes on and on no matter what's happening in it
But everyday I ache down to my very core
Everyday I suffer ...
Every day I'm just a sad , lonely , destroyed, heartbroken teen girl.
My life is not one that's exciting or good
I've had a miserable life so far and a lot of bad things have happened
But the worst of it all for me is one of my ex's walking out of my life ....
People would say way worse stuff has happened to you. How is that the hardest part of your life?
But he's the only reason my life was even a little bit worth living .
He's the one I lived for
He's the one I love more then I could ever love anyone else
He's more important to me then anyone ever will be
He destroyed me and my life way more then it already was.
He ruined me and broke my heart way more then anyone has
He knows I need him in my life
But he still left
I wish I could just move on
I've tried to
But there's no point in trying
If I always fail
Him leaving my life was the straw that breaks the camels back
Most every time I think of him I cry
I thought there was no way I could feel even worse then I did before he left
But I was wrong
He's the one that got away
And it kills me everyday
