Psycho

poem by: D'Vina Dietrich
Written on Apr 03, 2020

Does she think I'm psycho too?

That I'm... psycho?
My break downs are worse...
Anger, yelling, crying all of that

That's what he did.

But I do that too..

We are the same.

Am I psycho... too?

Bestfriend,

What do you call me?

This Illness isnt a joke

We say things 
Do things 
We dont mean.

Am I psycho...too?

Is that how you feel?

Towards us that are Ill?

I heard what you said

But I understood what he felt. 

Attacked, scared, alone.

It has many names 
Panic. Moods. Moments.
Anxiety. Depression. PTSD. 

Psycho.
That word on repeat.

Is that what you call me?

Or maybe I am psycho
For thinking...

You would
Think that
Of me

Am I psycho?

Is that how you really feel?
We have been friends 
For so 
Long.

I have had many mental 
Break
Downs.

Screaming
Crying 
Laughing 

Small triggers 
Big triggers 

It happens.

Yet he is psycho.

So what does that 

Make 

Me? 

I can't get that word
Out my head.

Psycho. 

Is that how you 
Describe...
me?




 

Tags: Sad, Depressing, Riddle, Confused, Pain, Fear, Weird, Deep,

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Christopher Russon commented on Apr 05, 2020 at 5:28pm
Who can understand the complexity of the mind clever write,

 

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