Psycho
poem by:
D'Vina
Written
on Apr 03, 2020
Does she think I'm psycho too?
That I'm... psycho?
My break downs are worse...
Anger, yelling, crying all of that
That's what he did.
But I do that too..
We are the same.
Am I psycho... too?
Bestfriend,
What do you call me?
This Illness isnt a joke
We say things
Do things
We dont mean.
Am I psycho...too?
Is that how you feel?
Towards us that are Ill?
I heard what you said
But I understood what he felt.
Attacked, scared, alone.
It has many names
Panic. Moods. Moments.
Anxiety. Depression. PTSD.
Psycho.
That word on repeat.
Is that what you call me?
Or maybe I am psycho
For thinking...
You would
Think that
Of me
Am I psycho?
Is that how you really feel?
We have been friends
For so
Long.
I have had many mental
Break
Downs.
Screaming
Crying
Laughing
Small triggers
Big triggers
It happens.
Yet he is psycho.
So what does that
Make
Me?
I can't get that word
Out my head.
Psycho.
Is that how you
Describe...
me?