As i sit here broken and torn i dont know what to do anymore reality is gone laughing is not laughing anymore i want someone to save me from this darkness in my head the panic fills me with what feels like the tide of the sea rising then falling rising then falling i almost forget to breathe i feel misery i feel broken i feel weak why do i carry on even though the thoughts tempt me they tempt me you see things in darkness that others dont see this makes you strong this makes you understanding this makes you RISE