Rooftop

poem by: R.T. Aquinas
Written on Feb 28, 2020

Why am I here? Why did I stay?
All my loved ones gone far far away
They're on the other side
While I'm still on this ride

Yesterday, I could bear it no more
I stood on the rooftops and I fell to the floor
I'm still here though: not gone yet
If there's a plan for me, I'd like to see it

Not a scratch on me
I'm lucky? I'm not sure
But please someone tell me:
What am I looking for?

Who says I'm lucky?
I didn't want to survive
After all, that's the point of trying
To take your own life.

 

Tags: Sad, Depressing, Pain, Dark,

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Frank Hornby . commented on Feb 29, 2020 at 8:23am
.....I really do feel your pain in these words Rhys.....I wish I could give good advice....your poems really do hit home......extraordinary poet indeed...👍🏻✌🏻...

 

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