contradictions pt 1
sitting here, contradicting my every thought with the truth.. but contradicting ..still. i cant lie about how true it is too say that the quietness i hear right now is loud enough to take your hearing away. deafening...for how long?? depends on how long you listen ,,how easy to you fall astray?? contradicting though how that very same quietness just on a different day can be all you need to breathe , okay.. one easy breathe that isnt always so easy.. the simplicity that once deafening quiet has brought you was enough to pay for the good day it has bought you. good days are fewer than they used to be..so when asked does the quiet bother me,, its too hard to say ill try to let you know more when the echoes finally start to fade away..
