Every day is different but the same

I don't ever feel relaxed, I dont ever feel real.
I don't ever feel comfortable, every situation is so surreal.
I don't like to much company, but I hate to be alone.
I don't like confrontation, sometimes I wish I could turn to stone.

I always feel anxious, aggitated and aggravated.
I always feel intimidated, isolated and irritated.
I always feel like I'm on my own, walking this long winding path alone.
I always hide these feelings, I don't want to moan and groan.

I have up days, I have down days,
I have happy days, I have sad days.
I have left days, I have right days,
I have good days, I have bad days.

It is what it is.
Life is what you make it.
Take me as you find me.
I'll either make it or I'll fake it.

A.D
14.07.18

Tags: Happy, Sad, Inspirational, Depressing, Dark, Imagery, Fear, Weird, Deep,