Escape
I feel at peace with nature,
it makes life feel rich and real.
I stay away from any danger,
it can be all but too surreal.
I love the birds, I love the bees,
they fly by so light, so peacful.
I love the flowers, I love the trees,
they're all equal, unlike us people.
I love the sun, I love the moon,
big, bright, beautiful and beaming.
I love the light they shine on my life,
glissening, golden and gleaming.
I'm not a social butterfly,
I don't deal with any strangers.
I feel pressured down to diversify,
I'm just afraid of any dangers.
I like to escape from life sometimes,
dive deep down inside my own mind.
I ponder on those dark past times,
I sometimes wish I could rewind.
I know some friends are fake,
that's just something you learn in life.
I just hate the one that's a snake,
they might aswel just give me the knife.
I'm not really a people a person,
I couldn't tell you why that is.
I hope my tolerence doesn't worsen,
I think my brain might fizz.
I can't discuss my feelings,
my mind just won't let me do it.
I need some mental healing,
I've lost my spark, I've lost my whit.
I feel at one with nature,
happy, content, full of life and free.
I don't want to feel like a failure,
I just want to feel like me.
A.D
12/05/18