I once was down

Hell Found Me! 
Just a ordinary single mother trying to create a future for her self. 

Safe environment to raise her her young child. 

A happy home

Support and friends

She took a job that didn't end well

Income decreased leaving her with not much to spare

Social life became an illusion

I  was down as low as could be
He'll found me. 
Red sky's to which I woke
Shadows peeping all around 
There were illusions in my mind. 
The 30 minute school runs twice a day just drag on by.
Day in and day out.
Tired of all the running about. 
Dead end voluntary job.
Poor financial situation.
Trying to get by 1 day at a time.
Hours and hours of endless job searching.
Hopes have gone.
Feeling alone.
To much time spent on my phone.
The day I woke. 
To see all evil.
Manipulation.
No concentration.
Daily chors.
Worries building.
Isolating myself in a bubble.
All I can see it trouble. 
The dark skies.
Never a light. 
Hell has come to ensure all happiness is taken away. 
I'll fight at last.
Get happiness back. 
Back up the mountain I go. 
I'll reach the top. 

Tags: sad, beat, anger,