The day my sister was told

Just a little something for my amazing sister whose been/going th so much right now.
I've put into just a few words on how you much be feeling as I can only imagine. You always have me to support you by any means necessary I love you xxxxx WhitneyJade Warwick

The moment I heard the words  
My Tears started streaming 
My face went pale 
Everything was silent
The voices disappeared 
All I could hear was tears dropping on the floor a large thud as my heart crashes inside of me
Instant pain unbearable no tablets will solve
Time stands still.......... 
Body crippled physical unable to move
Body's trembling out of control 
Pulse is rising 
Room starts closing in on you.
Suddenly the only one there.
In an empty room
Feeling so alone 
Unable to let anybody In
Mentaly screaming out for help
For someone to make it all go away.
For someone to stop the pain. 
Slight insanity kicks into action saying over and over to yourself this isn't happening.
All scenarios of thoughts building up. 
Begging for it all to be a dream. 
The moment I hear the words

Tags: sad, love, deep, confused, pain,