Is this creative

Is this creative?

Tonight, for some reason I write.
Hammered 
Ossified 
Rumbling and stumbling about 
on an edge of some misguided 
Creative endeavor.

It's likely not very good
But 
I care not a whit,
Only because I sat here and
Penned 
Something out when I just
As easily could have kept
Drinking.

These moments give pleasure 
Why?
I have no idea but they express a 
Feeling 
Otherwise buried in some lost moments
That happen all to often 
In my life.

So we take what arrives, 
Smile at the moment, 
Enjoy What it delivered 
And move along hopefully to 
Another 
Moment, 
Or another 
drink.

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