I Have No Direction

poem by: AL Boogie
Written on Dec 02, 2016

I've had no direction since taking a fall,
I scream out in vain, no one to answer these calls. 
I want to be healed and immune to the pain,
I can't comprehend why I feel so detained.

But here it all ends, no more tears for this year,
Im slaying these demons to overcome all my fears. 
Picking up all the pieces so my life could move on, 
Because it seemed like forever that I've hung on too long.

So It's time to set sail, ready to discover new horizons,
My ambition is to find and fulfill all of my passions.  
Old memories held back, time to let my dreams soar,
Time to embrace a new life because I don't feel your presence anymore.  

So it’s been over a year since I've had no directions at all. 
I've recovered from injuries, I've stood up from the fall.
Now I'm back on my feet and I've brushed off the pain. 
I've imagined the happiness and all the good fortune I'll gain. 

So now I must say goodbye and bid you farewell...
To the girl I once loved, whom my heart originally fell...
There was once a time when my heart only beat just for you.  
Now those days are long gone, a broken heart that I've out grew,      

Yes, it's been over a year now and I have no regrets. 
They say things happen for a reason, there's a reason why you left.
But I also had a reason why I didn't fight for what's mine.
I wanted to see if our love was strong, to see you'd come back after some time.

They say, if you really love someone you should let them be free. 
If they ever come back then your loves meant to be. 
So don't think I don't love you because I still do till this day. 
Even though you've left my heart shattered I still wish you would've stayed.  


 

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Frank Hornby . commented on Jul 13, 2019 at 12:22pm
Sad words..........good poetry...👍🏻

 

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