Job Search Depression
poem by:
Snow Nakajima
Written
on Nov 18, 2016
My hands, sore from typing and writing Job applications and a mountain of it Taking countless hours and time Tick tock, tick tock I’m working away like Cinderella Stress, anxiety, excitement All at the same time “Will this finally happen for me?†Eggs in one basket kind of situation “Oh no, what did I get myself into?†Countless times I do this to myself Rinse and Repeat Rinse and Repeat Rinse and Repeat Job interview time Choking the life out of me I’m hanging off the cliff My body is getting weak Arms are giving in Easy to just let go Hard to keep at it Questioning my decision “Is this what I really want?†“Am I too far fetch?†The black hole Deeper and wider Swallowing me alive I try to resist but it’s taking over I kick and punch the air Worthless effort My sorrow eating me alive I look to God Only one that can save me I cry and ask for help “God, I’m tired!†I let go Let go of everything I’m covering my head The storm is taking over I see no more light Just darkness and black All black Credits finish End of movie Black screen The End
Tags: sad, depressing, confused, pain, dark,
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Christian Correa commented:
A nightmare I can relate to.
Christopher Russon
commented:
So true to life.I can relate.lovely poem.
Josh Rogan
commented:
Been there, done that, got the (second-hand) T Shirt. Not sure if direct from your own experiences, or if it's sympathy for others, but well done, you've captured the hopelessness very well. Well done.
ann parks
commented:
not just me then .......well done!
Melancholy Molly
commented:
Very nice write
Chris Cleverly
commented:
Great poem, I can feel the anxiety and depression build as the poem continues, Hard to capture that in words but youve done it. thankyou for posting
Krista Heffernan
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i really enjoyed how the poem seemed to get darker as it went on, very relatable as well. I could feel my anxiety regarding job hunting while i was reading this!!
Rakel duca
commented:
Wow , very heavy thoughts of work applications. Good
Q. Ramirez
commented:
Good poem. I have my own work related frustrations that I will post.
suzie lemons
commented:
Theatrical :)
Mishley Nim
commented:
Great choice of sentence structure: short and succinct. This builds up the tension by quickening the reading pace.
Muk -
commented:
Dealing with this nightmare myself
Michael Wise
commented:
You described very well a situation that I, and many others, can so easily relate to, sadly. Very visual feast in your words.
dan miltz
commented:
Nice work...Very good write!
Edward shields
commented:
Leave your job!!
Roxanne Dubarry
commented:
You need to let go and let God lead you to the perfect job which is perfect for you! Your poem inspires others facing similar circumstances! I really loved your poem. My job seeking years have ended. I never found the perfect job. I am on SSI and enjoy poetry and creative writing.
