I try to say it isn't real, Make it go away, Now i feel alone afraid, My minds going astray. I want it to be over, All the stress and pain, I want the sun in my mind, I'm sick of all this rain. I feel abandoned with her gone, It feels like i am dead, I really do feel inside out, Then i lay down my head. I dream that she is really here, Stroking all my hair, But i really know that this, Is more than i can bare. So as i open up my eyes, And lift my sleepy head, I know i have to face the fact, My mothers really dead. Earth to earth, Ashes to ashes, Dust to dust.