Fly free
My mind feels so much clearer
As the traumas roll nearer
I just wanna be able to look at the man in the mirror
And know I can get through, with out masking my terrors.
Been through a rough patch I guess you could say.
Since I can remember I been feeling this way
He wasn't around and I was holding it in.
Just wondering when I would get the support I needed from him.
I understand you Pops and don't blame you one bit.
I have to find a better way to deal with this shit.
I've seen the system fail you and so many others.
I can't end up like that Dad help me, my sisters and brother.
Maybe I haven't mentioned my mom because all I've seen her is strong.
But dad help her as much as she helped you along.
A lot like you I find peace in my words. And writings really helping so I'll try to heal like this first.
Just let it take me to a happy place not freezing in the dirt.
Only wish I could have said Goodbye. I love you pops fly free like a bird.
