It's a cold rainy night and I sit here alone. I sit here by myself but I am not lonely. Too many nights waiting by the telephone. I just wanted for you to be my one and only. It's a cold rainy night and I'm waiting to exhale. To exhale the feelings that have calloused my heart. And in the midst of all this my heart is impaled. But I will get myself together the longer we're apart. I have more to live for than I have ever realized. Every breath of life is getting more precious to me. I will not keep feeling like I've been ostracized. I will keep moving forward to set my heart free. But I still sit here alone on this cold rainy night. Contemplating on what has been and what will be. Faithful and hoping the future will hold a guiding light. To free me from the emptiness conjured up inside of me.