Darkness shades

Quit starring at me with your catatonic eyes.
Your face thalidomide like when someone dies.
Shove me aside shout "spare me your kiss.
I'd rather burn in eternal bliss.
Leave me alone and be."
So tell me why you're being inimical to me.
Salvaged the remnants of my beleaguered soul.
Left me for dead in this burning hole.
Your image torn from thy rind.
Your image still omnipresent in my mind.
I can't even see the darkness shade over my eyes.
All I see is you in my head. Some days I think I'd be better off dead.
You're always trying to tear me apart.
I'll always care for you with my bleeding heart.
For you I've drained my blood.
You've watched me flood.
Seeped through the cracks in the floor.
While I creped through your door. 
Pressed my ear against your chest. 
You said it was for the best.
I whisper into your ear.
I'll always love you dear.
I can't even see the darkness shade over my eyes. 
All I see is you in my head. Some days I think I'd be better off dead.
When we see the light.
We'll know the ends in sight. 
Should I stay and fight?
Should I stand up for what isn't right?
I should've heeded my premonition. 
Loving you gives me this caustic sensation. 
In your eyes I see a hope for fidelity. 
As passion flows my loves for you grows eternally blasphemy.
I can't even see the darkness shade over my eyes. 
All I see is you in my head. Some days I think I'd be better off dead.

Tags: love, depressing,