My only friend

poem by: Derek Vincent
Written on Apr 02, 2015

Silence gapes through the phone.
I never felt more alone. 
My soul battered and tourn.
With nil left to do I mourn. 
Loneliness hasn't a cure.
Love is no longer pure.
It only suffers unto my devastation. 
My heart is nil more than a desolation. 
Life is now my delusion. 
Hope is just an illusion. 
Nil about me is reputable. 
I'm living a life that's damnable.
My vision is disorient. 
My mind is abhorrent. 
Is your love just a fallacy? 
Is hate now a government policy?
Adherence is my only friend. 
I know you really just don't care. 
It's just too much to bare. 
You said you'd be here til the end. 
All you do is lie. 
I think I'd rather die. 
Adherence is my only friend. 
You like being imitated. 
I think I'd rather be immolated. 
You said you'd be here til the end. 
You just left me here to cry. 
I guess this is goodbye.

 

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