Honestly

Honesty would have prevented it all
I was scared to let down my walls
To caught up in the all the love
I didn't want to fall from above  
My grey clouds went away 
When you came to stay 
I didn't want to relive the past 
It wasn't an easy task
But I told on everyone
I don't care who shun 
I learned what happened before my mom started that fire 
I learned about others 
I fought with everyone
Yelling crying 
Inlet everything out 
All my secrets I told my best friend
There floating around in others heads
And honestly, that pain is gone 
My childhood pain is gone 
Along with everyone against me
I should of did this before you
Honestly, all of that would have helped. 
But right person wrong time as they say. 
So much has happened this month
Honestly, honesty was all that I should have did. 
Instead I hid 
But I'm done running I'm done hiding 
Im not that little kid anymore.
I should have listened 
Honestly.

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