The moon is up and so am I. The flowers welt and so do I. As life goes on I slowly disappear. As I am no longer one of them. I am the dead. Awake but asleep I lay. No where to go yet everywhere to explore. My love ones come and go with tears filling there eyes. I brought this pain on them and now I regret. Regret, what I have done. I am the cause of their tears that flow down the cheeks of those I love. I wish I could take back all the words of hate I have ever spoken. Rewrite all these Cry's of pain. And just live, live like no tomorrow. But what is done is done and we can't take back the mistakes in life. So I lay here. As day and night goes by. I lay wondering of the 'what ifs' that could of happened in my life.