Paranoid schizophrenia psychosis bout again.
poem by:
Ceri Baylis
Written
on Mar 20, 2016
Inner most feelings leave me in an unbalanced state complex schizophrenia causes emotional self hate innate past delusions not learned from harsh reality i sustain emotional hell i endure of psychosis and paranoia to remain negative unjust doldrums with no way out to possibly escape mental anguish causing sleep deprivation in really bad shape to rise from this psychotic fall takes every ounce of strength i have i find a way to adapt a positive attitude and tend to my mind with salve when the worst of the worst is over a need to survive takes its hold an ability to live life again free from hurt and thoughts controlled i seek necessary help to continue my path to process how to heal inability to comprehend the harsh outlook that felt so real strength is derived as positiveness that does prevail again only fear i have is repeating my suffering its just a case of when?
Tags: rhyme,
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Shanta commented:
Most of those symptoms you're depicting true for most us, why on earth do you take your physicians tag so seriously, is he God??
Keep writing of happy poems - your rhymes are truly artful!
Christopher Russon
commented:
Good poem.my friend has just been diagnosed with such a condition.
dan miltz
commented:
Nice work...Very good write!
Frank Hornby .
commented:
Interesting poem Ceri........does a true Sufferer know that they are Paranoid Schizophrenic?.........I wonder.....
Victoria depoet
commented on Oct 08, 2017 at 4:30pm
Nice work
