Wishes to mother.

I wish I had gotten to say goodbye
You are missed so much its for you I cry
Your passing was too sudden to quick to understand
Never again to proceed with future I had  planned
Losing you was the worst hurt I have ever had to endure
I know we will be reunited when its my time I’m sure
I long to see you again to be with you once more
A piece of my soul will be missing forever more
Grief has consumed me making my outlook bleak
Taken every ounce of strength to stop me being weak
I never got to tell you how much I really loved you
Never got to evaluate all that we've been through
Nor did I get to savour precious last moments 
If only I had someone who could act as a proponent;
To show me how to voice my  feelings of hurt and loss
To fill the emptiness my soul now has at any cost
I not only lost a mother I lost a friend as well
I’m barely surviving this distraught emotional hell
If only I could see you one more time I’d say how much it hurts
Instead of keeping the feelings inside and hidden from the world.

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