The Fikus Curse

story by: Amanda Snow
Written on Aug 10, 2018

---April 5, 2016 Interview with Serena Phaedra Fikus---
"For as long as I can remember, she has always been there. Every single bad, illegal, or immoral decision I have made, every tantrum I threw as a child, it was her. I was there, but I was her prisoner inside my own mind while she spoke and acted as me. She made everyone believe she was me. You had to know me to realize it wasn't me. Of course no one ever did. I didn't know when she would take over, and I didn't know when I would get that control back. Sometimes it wasn't long, other times it took months."
"And this "Lilith", she's with us now inside your head?"
"Yes. As I said, she has always been there."
"Who do you think she is, Serena?"
"It's not what she is, it's who she is."
**I'm thinking of turning this into a story. Should I do it??

 

Tags: Faith, Inspirational, Scary, Dark, Abstract, Fear, Weird,

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Frank Hornby . commented on Aug 10, 2018 at 8:16am
Hey Amanda......you are capable of doing ANYTHING!......go for it girl!...get your vivid imagination into gear, and give us that story.....it is in you.....good luck Amanda.....
R.T. Aquinas commented on Aug 10, 2018 at 12:44pm
You can do it, Amanda. It sounds like "Lilith" is an attention seeker, see if appeasing her with a story might help. By all means go for it. Good luck.

 

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