I had all these ideas of what it meat to be 24 I thought things would just fall into place and I wouldn't give it much thought. but you're still so young they said; their words not enough to take away the feelings of disgust anguish and worry. I had my own confusion masked with thoughts of grandeur and illusion. I feel like a carbon copy of who they want me to be I've lost the original me. Sorry for being aloof I think it best, sorry for being away I need to take a rest.