It will always get better, if one allows it...
Listen to the sounds
The silence of loneliness
Can be deafening
Memories linger
A time and place, decades past
Unite mom and son
Her presence calms me
Her love a blessing to all
I strive to deserve
Dreams of loss invade
The war with sleep continues
Eyes afraid to close
Peace and happiness
Hidden by the fear and pain
Life comes after death
Keep those I love safe
Suffer unto me the wrath
For the hurt I've caused
Pain from love so real
Life being life nothing more
Beginning the end
Words spoken not meant
Dust on the wind fills my tears
Sleep not always safe
Pursuit of fortune
Blood covered words no guilt felt
Lost and so alone