In This Moment
poem by:
ScarKit
Written
on Sep 19, 2018
I’m sorry I didn’t come home
I think that I am unwelcome everywhere
I think that I still have a chance
But the dice is lost and that was my last chance
So I don’t come home,
Leaving you alone
I hope that I can have you see that I want to come home
I want to come home
Rekindle all that was lost
It’s always too late
Because to have something never lost
is to always have something you could lose
But if you never have lost it
You never fear losing it.
I don’t understand the value in what I have
Because I never lost it
I don’t understand the value in what I had
Till I understood that all I have is nothing without the joy of having it with you.
Nothing seems to matter anymore
So I try to keep up the daily chores now to idle my heart
The bitterness of the daily tasks seem menial now that I no longer need to do it for anyone but my self
To live is simple
Just take a breath
To live is too entirely different
And in this moment
I would just rather not
In this moment
I would take everything on to just do the dishes for you
But in this moment
I am alone
And in this moment
I am desperate.
