A LOST LOVE
I could love you like no other man ,but I just can't love myself
I guess that is the reason, I'm still upon the shelf
I have tried so hard to like me , and all that I stand for
It's not the inner me , but the outer I abhor
For so many years now, I have locked myself away
Stayed in my safe place ,far from judging eyes to prey
A waste of a life some say , if only they knew my thoughts
They never really will , for I think I would be to distraught
Some nights the loneliness is searing and the silence is all you hear
You open up your mind to nothing but pain and fear
Always pray for strength and to turn your life around
Talking with my late mother makes me happy, that is what I have found
I know that she can hear me ,I get a warm feeling when I talk
At that precise moment , I know beside me she does walk
Who knows when it will be , we ever meet again
It's just hard to come to terms with , a link missing from the chain