100th Debut

poem by: Raychill Ellisonwonderland
Written on Dec 10, 2015 

Content Note: Brief references to emotional turmoil and repeated trauma.

Ars*hole’s dug deep.
Again.

Screaming at a blank brick—
wall comes up.
Again.

Tears into torrents,
internal flow twisted, churned
inside out.

Arsehole’s cut deep.
Again.

Honest and proper?
No.

Not here in the mourning.
Gone—
but not for good.

Arsehole’s dug deep.
Again.

A fool, shown in true light,
appears in timely fashion
to make its
100th debut.

Arsehole’s dug deep.

 

Tags: anger, dark,

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