Father

every time i bring up the topic
my mother tells me don't make it more hectic
your father isn't here
lend me your ear
i got something to say
you father passed away
stop mom he 's gonna knock the door
for sure don't tell me he's gone anymore
i was waiting for him to show up
he didn't appear im aboutj to blow up
seconds minute hours my father isn't here
he won't come near
where is he the agony is eating my body
but my father isn't here
i started to see the truth in front of my eyes
hichem think wise visualize the scene
and analyze
yes i remembered the day he died
me and my mother cried tears wouldn't be dried
we used to laugh with a crowd
but that day we wept alone side to side
i remembered our crib wore sadness
sweetness turned to bitterness
can you fell this
i still hear his voice in my head hailing me and said
get off the bed it's 7oclock time of birds supplicating the god
get up son it's not time to get lazy or have fun
you got to run your own things i asked the lord to bless
all you done
i still smell his scent wherever i go
his pure sweat made me take a bow
i love him from head to toe
i know you never deprived me of anything
you taught me what's discipline
always motivated me to avert sin
i got the word orphan after you re gone
i got no one to lean on
what's going on
after you people gave me a sense of thorn
never feel it since the day i was born
i felt alone
i can't ignore that you were my mentor
even if i made a mistake
i deserve to be blamed and undertake
cuz you served your duty
im gonna tell my kids what you taught me
father i just wanted you to see me grow up
and witness what a kind of son you brought up
did i mess up or act up
a heart attack took you you ended up
im ain't against the god will or fate
but i wanted to express an emotional state
i wish i meet you in afterlife
until then i promise you i'll stay safe
rest in peace father
you were a man of honer
if i write a hundred lines
million rhymes
i won't make it up to you

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