Depression

poem by: Nemo Nemees
Written on Jan 28, 2018

Grades are falling
Down
Down
Down

Big words confuse me
Math makes no sense
Had know clue plastic was sience

I can't go to that class
I cant feel like drowning
In swarms of paper

No energy again
Stop feeling like this
God damn
You love rehearsal
So go
Participate

TV is your life
Again

Why the hell did you put
The stupid blade
Back there again
You were done with that

Food no longer is needed
No apitite 

You have a mentor now
Vent to him 
Ask for help

But that's so scary
That's so rude
That's selfish
And unfair to him

Instagram holds your secrets
While you receive likes
For your depression account
And you wonder why your doing this


Why am I doing this

Why can't depression go away
Why can't it leave
I don't want it
I don't need it

Fuck it whatever

 

Tags: Sad, Metaphor, Depressing, Scary, Pain, Dark, Imagery, Abstract, Fear, Deep,

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Taha Hassan commented on Feb 02, 2018 at 6:07am
*sigh* ... not much to say ... would you like to talk ...? -T

 

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