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Anonymous Poet98
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on Nov 27, 2017
An uneasy feeling dwelling on my soul Making me numb from head to toe. I'm lying on my own bed searching for a place to call home. I'm never happy Nor I'm sad I'm in a place unknown to all. But I don't understand, oh why ? I get a lot of "talk to people it heals your mind". And everytime I open my mouth I get dismissed as merely an attention seeker But I have people who loves me more than enough To last more than one lifetime Still somehow my mind gets messed up all the time. I'm drowning deep underneath, unable to breathe Don't pull me out, I'm accustomed to this. They ask me what's wrong ? I fidgets and twist my hair and stutter My mind running a mile a minute I keep searching but can't grasp a thing Oh god , I don't know , I don't know "I don't know" finally I utter. Maybe I was born this way A sad girl with hopes higher than the sky. Maybe no one but I'm to blame For trying to reach a place That isn't even real. Why blame him, for the place I'm in ? Yes he broke my heart But I'm not that fragile to die for someone else. I'm selfish is all I can say. What do you expect ?? I'm only Human.
Tags: Sad, Love, Pain, Dark, Weird, Deep,
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Frank Hornby . commented on Nov 27, 2017 at 5:41pm
In your case it's wise to be selfish.....think only of yourself.....be strong...powerful poem..
Anonymous Poet98
commented on Nov 27, 2017 at 6:28pm
Thanks Frank Byrne.
Janet Vick
commented on Dec 02, 2017 at 10:55am
A place inside where the numbness has control for a while and we ponder and wonder if we can and will move beyond this phase. Words I can relate to as I have been in that place a time or to myself. Lots of emotions released in these words. Take care and trust in yourself. Janet
Jay Ross
commented on Jan 12, 2018 at 7:26pm
Can feel your pain, just let it out with your words.
