Searching
Looking for answers won't cut it
Analysing all of the facts
Trying to find rhyme or reason
That can't be where it's all at
I cope in the best way I can do
Trying to suppress the things that I feel
Keep to myself if I need to
Emotionally unfit to fight on for real
I know that I just couldn't bare it
Would tear me completely apart
Letting go is all that I can do now
The status quo is the best I can hope
Searching my soul has been fruitless
Blaming myself for some time
In the end it would not of mattered
Was doomed from when I first made her mine
It's history now and I can't change it
Banished to the corners of my mind
All I can do is disguise it
Hoping its cured in time
I know myself more than anyone
I know when I'm out on my feet
I can't do anymore than I have been
It stops where it is as complete
